Me in ABC

I saw a friend of mine do this in his blog~and i luv it~ so i kinnda wanna borrow his idea for my blog so you guys can see a glimpse of who i am~

Anak kepada Cikgu Awang Jair Ampuan Alli & Siti Norkiah Abdul~

Banyak adik beradik, ada 7 orang jaa :P~

Cry baby~i cry really easily~

Dayang NoorFarta nama diberi~

Easily to be friend with~

Farta nama yang dipanggil oleh kawan2~

Gadis yang cute ( tunggu org puji lmbt :P )~

Happy go lucky that who i am~

Independent person~

Jarang berdendam but once i did , i don't easily forget~

Kaki karaoke~thats my favorite thing to do when i'm stressed out~

Labuan tempatku membesar~miss that small island~

Miss my family and my nieces a lot~

Nakal sikit~ahaks

Optimistic person ( most of the time )~

Papar & Sipitang, Sabah is where my parents ( an me of coz ) are from~

Quite a talkative person~

Rain is my favorite weather~its so relaxing~

Shopping is the best therapy~if i can't shop there's always window shopping~hehehe

Trust people who are around her too easily ( that what my mum said i was )

Unlike my other siblings, i'm not the shyest ( paling nda tau malu la senang )~

Volkswagen beetle adalah kereta idaman ku~i like bulat2 pny kereta~hahaha~

When i love somebody, i love with all my heart~

X ( no ) drinking or smoking~

Yellow not my favorite colour~

Zero idea on what i am writing right now~heheheh~

good bye~

i haven't been blogging for a week ~
i was sick~having fever~
and i was busy cause by the news that i am going to be transferred~
i am going to be taken out of my comfort zone for so long~
its okey~ some changes are good for us~
i actually kindda run out of things to said due to all this craziness~

i'm gonna miss this place~
thru good or bad~
i was here~
MSWPKL~
good bye~
Hello, new boss~~hehehe

Fun Things~

hehehe~there are lots of fun things for us to do when we got lots of time in our hand~for me~ i was playing make up last night~huhuh i said playing bcoz i'm not that good in make up~so if you find the result kinda funny just comment ya~

This is a picture of me before any make up on ( sorry for the lighting and quality of pics i was only using my nokia 5610 that only have like 3.2 megapixels )

And the result after i donno how many minutes of staring at the mirror and watching korean drama at the same time...jeng jeng jeng......

ta daaaa~~this is how i look :P ~

I actually was going to do the double winged eyeliner but due to lack of experience, i only opt to the winged eyeliner~here's an up close picture of the make up

( again sorry for the lighting )

So what u guys think bout it???

Empty.....

We Are Happy....
Because their are reason or something that make us happy
We Are Sad....
Because their were something that made us sad
We Are Mad....
Because of things and people that we don't like
We Laughs ....
Because there was something funny

But.....
Why do we feel empty????
Why do feel like empty inside?

There are those moments in life that we will feel like this...feel empty....i felt it once in a while~
With women, you can't just blame our hormones..We are just born with some kind of mechanism that make us feel all kind of things even the smallest things...



With men, they usually only feel like this when they realize they don't achieve anything in life, love and family~


Some say the feeling of emptiness is accompany with the feeling of uselessness....
The feeling of not needed by others~ And if we die nobody will be affected by it~
Why do we feel this way? is there a cure for this kind of feeling?



I don't know but i do know that this feeling can be lessen with people around being more nicer or caring, not much but to care enough to realize what other people are feeling~

Not all feeling can be said and understand~sometimes we just have to look and try to understand~